Lucky Luck

If u look at all the gifts , that i've given her (Hand made)

U'ld've <-! thought that shes lucky to have me. for all the heart and effort i'ld willingly put in to each gift.
but

i think , i'm luckier ..

Love is everything pleasant ,
And to be able to enjoy such immense pleasure of LLLLing

can i be luckier?

NIA

i am NIAN! Nian is a constant variable , unlike me , subjected to emotions . Daily trivialities and uncertainties . Nian is how i ought to be and how i want myself to be . So let my name be nian . and to be called upon as nian shall serve as my reminder to KICKASS!

I AM NIAN!

As that , i shall be

- * AWESOME

- *Asskicking

- UNPARALLELED QUALITIES

- SAINTLY-est MORALES.

remember . THEY;re all subjective to my interpretation

Shes really pushing the limits.

Always taken for granted never once appreciated .

Lets see how much more i can tolerate such nonsense .

Fingers crossed , hopes for much regrets . only then i know its worth it

Irregularities brings forth unplanned possibilities .
I'm just not smart enough for there is too many things to contemplate about .

fuck , i wanna live alone .

Cause relative to you relative to me , i'm relatively relative to the assumptions of the society with regards to our definition of relationships .

Rules of life :2

Rules of reasoning.

What is true and what is not.

So we come about a fact. or a "truth"

and how do we know that, wat is true to us is the truth?

say if we adopt a reductionist way of thinking.

We break it down, taking a *truth* and relating to the very truth* that is it based upon.

and so on. until we reach the truth of the truths.

And then we ask

What is left to verify the truth of the truth so that the whole of the truth is true?

This reductionist approach brings us to relativism.

Say if we argue that, the fact is the fact of truth. and the truth is based on the fact and the fact is true.

How did we come upon the fact that supports the fact of the truth?

A Fact is the opinions of the public

and opinions are relative to an individual's subjective deductions.

and what is deducing?

the process of deducing is diluted by our opinions, past present experiences and also very much diluted by our grey morals.

and then what the hell is true about the truth?

Such debates can be never ending. and hence

Hugo suggest that, there ought to be a priori reasoning which are presupposed in our commonsense.(COMMON sense?) which are not established through deductions.

With that he suggested

Lonergan's 4 transcendal precepts

Which is to

be attentive

be intelligent(hypothesize)

be reasonable(picks the utmost true , instead of one that gratifies oneself)

be responsible(stay true to the reasoning)

And with that i shall APPLY the 4 precepts w regards to morals and interpersonal relationships(which is very very grey)

rules of life :1

Bertrand says

"Fallacy - to think inadequately at all times instead of adequately at times."

How am i supposed to ignore native callings of my emotional quarters and focus more on my reasoning , big picture . frontal cortex , wise decisions?

If i can , if only i can make properly reasoned decisions all the time. i'll be a perfect being.

However that would take away the fun of living huh.

because it is never logical to do crazy , pea inducing stuff.

And with this.

i need balance.

Rules for life.

Without rules , there will be no plans.

To be without plans , is to live with fictitious goals

Get my life sorted, get my rules instated .

I'll start with ,

“The six mistakes of Man”:Cicero’s Six Mistakes of Man.

1. The delusion that personal gain is made by crushing others.
2. The tendency to worry about things that cannot be changed or corrected.
3. Insisting that a thing is impossible because we cannot accomplish it.
4. Refusing to set aside trivial preferences.
5. Neglecting development and refinement of the mind, and not acquiring the habit of reading and studying.
6. Attempting to compel others to believe and live as we do.

Now lets start living with a plan