Shes really pushing the limits.

Always taken for granted never once appreciated .

Lets see how much more i can tolerate such nonsense .

Fingers crossed , hopes for much regrets . only then i know its worth it

Irregularities brings forth unplanned possibilities .
I'm just not smart enough for there is too many things to contemplate about .

fuck , i wanna live alone .

Cause relative to you relative to me , i'm relatively relative to the assumptions of the society with regards to our definition of relationships .

Rules of life :2

Rules of reasoning.

What is true and what is not.

So we come about a fact. or a "truth"

and how do we know that, wat is true to us is the truth?

say if we adopt a reductionist way of thinking.

We break it down, taking a *truth* and relating to the very truth* that is it based upon.

and so on. until we reach the truth of the truths.

And then we ask

What is left to verify the truth of the truth so that the whole of the truth is true?

This reductionist approach brings us to relativism.

Say if we argue that, the fact is the fact of truth. and the truth is based on the fact and the fact is true.

How did we come upon the fact that supports the fact of the truth?

A Fact is the opinions of the public

and opinions are relative to an individual's subjective deductions.

and what is deducing?

the process of deducing is diluted by our opinions, past present experiences and also very much diluted by our grey morals.

and then what the hell is true about the truth?

Such debates can be never ending. and hence

Hugo suggest that, there ought to be a priori reasoning which are presupposed in our commonsense.(COMMON sense?) which are not established through deductions.

With that he suggested

Lonergan's 4 transcendal precepts

Which is to

be attentive

be intelligent(hypothesize)

be reasonable(picks the utmost true , instead of one that gratifies oneself)

be responsible(stay true to the reasoning)

And with that i shall APPLY the 4 precepts w regards to morals and interpersonal relationships(which is very very grey)

rules of life :1

Bertrand says

"Fallacy - to think inadequately at all times instead of adequately at times."

How am i supposed to ignore native callings of my emotional quarters and focus more on my reasoning , big picture . frontal cortex , wise decisions?

If i can , if only i can make properly reasoned decisions all the time. i'll be a perfect being.

However that would take away the fun of living huh.

because it is never logical to do crazy , pea inducing stuff.

And with this.

i need balance.

Rules for life.

Without rules , there will be no plans.

To be without plans , is to live with fictitious goals

Get my life sorted, get my rules instated .

I'll start with ,

“The six mistakes of Man”:Cicero’s Six Mistakes of Man.

1. The delusion that personal gain is made by crushing others.
2. The tendency to worry about things that cannot be changed or corrected.
3. Insisting that a thing is impossible because we cannot accomplish it.
4. Refusing to set aside trivial preferences.
5. Neglecting development and refinement of the mind, and not acquiring the habit of reading and studying.
6. Attempting to compel others to believe and live as we do.

Now lets start living with a plan

STUBBORN

I DONT THINK I'M STUBBORN

i just...

believe in what i believe better then what i believe others believe in me

NON-sense, No sense, NONSENSE

HA! Sense?

Lets study our language.

Non-sense? No sense?

So NON sense is the opposite of common sense?

I believe that i'm not common

Hence my posts are No sense.

I wish to believe that i think, nothing like that of the COMMON

hence , my sense , of sense . Is NONSENSE

"so to be unique , u've to be nonsensical"

And funny thing is , Society . Hierarchy.

When, you're lousy and unique/nonsensical . You're nonsense.

When you're good and unique /nonsensical . You're super sense

COCO

MAN, iwannalosemysenseofcommonsense.

i wanna be happy!

NON-SENSE

Makes sense?

What make sense and what doesnt?

And what does COMMON sense mean?

I know one thing for sure , and that is. Sense is society defined.


And if we ever thought , what does COMMON sense mean?
Common , in a sense that, common is shared.
Shared by the society that we live in.


And i've always asked myself, where does this COMMON , Society defined sense come from?

Take from example, sense.
It doesnt make sense if i am a chinese to run over a pile of flaming stones.
Religious sense.

There are many of the COMMON sense that are common within us.

AND THE PROBLEM IS

The COMMON sense, bestowed upon us as virtues in our toddler days . Sticks as values .
And such values are barriers that are restricting us to achieve nirvana , or eternal happiness.

say , a bmx rider. BOY that guy is fucking awesome.
Backflip tailwhips and all, but hey. To common folk with common sense, hes anything BUT successful.

Say a banker, Yes , someone who slogs hard, makes money .
Sense tells me that he is successful.

But hey, i'm sure the bmx rider is as hardworking, if not HARDER working then the banker.
And why is he not successful?

Successful?
In what?
Life or Within the society,

"WHY DO WE OFTEN PEG OUR SUCCESS TO THAT OF THE SOCIETY AND NOT TO OUR LIVES?"

How does the society matter to us , before or after our lives

And once again. What is success in life?
Happiness?
And what is preventing that happiness? (or in another sense , the ability and freedom to do whatever they like)

Our , understanding of SENSE.
How we understand our sense, i believe .
Is bestowed upon us during the earlier days of our childhood.

We've been told, and programmed . When young to believe that shit is dirty , sex is evil.
Have we ever not been told such things , will we abstain from enjoying the latter?

However i believe such virtues is good, in a sense . Like religion keeps us away from harm.

AIYO , i fucking lazy to type already.

CONCLUSION.

SENSE SEPERATES US ALL,
SENSE is like a form of POISON. BLESSED BY OUR PARENTS.
SO THAT WE'LL suffer that same monotonous , unsatisfying life that they had.

I wish that one day, i'll put down all my forms of common sense. And enjoy what little life i've got. 80 years aint long.
I've got to live. In a plan , out of my plan.

I NEED A PLAN

WE NEED A PLAN. I NEED A PLAN.

WHY?

I will really start living after i have a plan.

At the age of 20. i am ENLIGHTENED ahahahaha. YES

i mean seriously , what have i been doing? and what do i know about my life?

I've been living for 20 years, nono . Infact I've only been following a plan.

A plan that is set out by the very society i live in

I dont even exist at all.

I'm just an Ant in a trail of ants

i dont live

i dont exist

i am insignificant

i am one amongst the sea of many.

To me , to you am i just a relationship. AND that relationship is defined once again by our binding society. our society is my god. i am relative to you that is relative to a relationship defined by a culmulative , central power which is in otherwords the mean of our combined expectation. AKA SOCIETY. FUG MY LIFE.

You see , that is how sad my life was.

people buy sports cars, big houses .. WHY?

Do they actually think they can prove their existence with such *VALUABLE* possessions?

In a bigger picture, They dont.

They still do not exist , they're still one of the many.

It is just that , they've reached a new stage in the plan. The plan that binds everyone from birth.

The plan of our society.

every kid is born. With a plan

Every kid is born ,

to start walking

to start learning

to start schoolings

to start relationships

to start a career

to start a family

to start earning money

to start affording expensive items

and then, we're all well integrated into the plan.

then we start to grow old

we start to age

we start to fail, our memories and our bodies.

and fuck! i ask myself when do i start living?

living , not in the sense where we live our existence.

i wanna live my life, and what the fuck is my life?

I've been well into the plan that i forgot to see anything and everything beyond the binding plan of my life/society.

and then

at the end of the day, we're just part of a cycle.

An invisible plan that binds us all.

A plan where we play little to no-part at all. A plan that we're neither the M or the X or the C we play no part in affecting the Outcome (Y).

Then.. We just vanish

after 3 generations .

WHO IS NG.SHENG.NIAN?

OUR EXISTENCE ARE MEANINGLESS

IF

We're NOT the BEST

Human selection, Humans, reproduce

through the selection of the best

If we're not the best, our off springs will not be the best

And then . why do we exist?

I WANT TO BE THE BEST

I want to be above the plan and to be above the plan i have to have a plan

AND HENCE

I NEED A PLAN.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i love my crap

oh yea, i really am going to live after poly life.

You'll see.

i need to survive before i can live! YESSA!