Green european cars. FUCKING SEXY!
being emo was gay.
being emo detaches you from all things random and spontaneous in life.
being emo made me fear rejection even more.
fearing rejection caused me to avoid new experiments.
then eventually my life , became a routine.
doing things i thought i ought to do daily.
doing it not out of passion and liking.
but because of the fear of something new.
something new which can cause rejection.
SO GAY!
Green european cars!. This maybe how my 335i will turn out. but wait. it will look much nicer! hahahaha
anyways.
i really miss portsdown.
i really miss riding all day. long hot afternoons. trying laughing playing.
i really miss staying up all night practising magic.
i really miss , jamming in a band, doing gigs, learning new songs and keeping time.
i really miss playing with 4C
i miss everything good that has happened .
but!
More sexy green cars
everything that i miss.
they're not foreign they're far from distant.
theres everything i can do about it
everything i can do for it.
and ha!
my life is going to be great. far better then better. its going to be fuckin superb.
hi guys. i'm nian.
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